Just like the tree standing still without any leaves
simply with hope to have them back again at summer, just like fetus clinging in
the mother's womb with the hope to see the sunlight someday, just like the caterpillar
living with a hope that one day it can somehow be like her mother, here I
collect some of the hopes remained deep down at the corners of my tired and
fatigued body to dream again.
Yes, I talk about hope a lot. Because I know and I also
want you to know that nothing ever happened in the world until someone
somewhere was willing to hope. Until, someone somewhere decided to believe in
himself again. Until someone, somewhere was brave enough to stand for what he
believed even if he had to stand alone.
I don't want you to have a wrong impression that 2070
is a new canvas. It isn't. The sun will rise just the same. The clock will turn
just the same. The air will blow just the same. The rivers will flow just the
same. 2070 is however a chance to paint over again; this time more care; this
time with more wit; this time with more knowledge; this time with more
experience.
This year, I want you to go out into that wicked world
and achieve what you were meant to achieve. You are not meant to be satisfied
with mediocrity. So, don't be. I want you to take the chances. That text you
wrote ages ago, this year I want you to hit the send button. That dreams you
dreamt ages go, this year I want you to pursue them. That crazy idea you had in
your head ages ago, this year I want you to extract it from head to the real
world.
This year, I want you to stop worrying about the stupid
things. Rightly as said somewhere those problems that take your sleep away are
the ones that never come. You may walk with the fastest stride ever but you won't
reach anywhere until you have faith in yourself. At times you need to learn to trust
yourself blindly. No one understands you the way you understand yourself, not
your family, not your friends, not your love. Only you do, and only you can.
This year I want you to
be you. No more masks, no more hiding. You are who you are. There is a
lot of pride and dignity in standing out to what you believe. You like that crazy
hat, wear it. You like to bleach your hair, bleach it. You like to play guitar,
play it. You like Justin Beiber, listen him. Yes, do what you want to. Do what
you feel like doing without giving a damn to what may they think. Let them know
that this is not their life. This is your life, means your choices, means your
decision, means your own world.
Step out of your comfort zone, take the risks, enjoy
the ride. I can feel the new year welcoming me. I can feel the new problems on
my way to test me. I can feel the new sun lighting my path ahead. I can feel
the new dark days trying to bring me down. I can feel new sadness and new
sorrows in the way. I can feel new achievement at the end of the bumpy road. I
can feel it. I can feel it. Hope you can too. 2070 is going to be our year. I
can feel it.
The flat truth is that the old year has died. No matter
how the fuck it was, it ended. It is gone. It's a new year now. You know how to
play it.
PS: I will take some time off. I may not, will not
apparently write for some time. Yes, I will miss you too.