Learn to walk alone

Learn to walk alone because, all the hands you are holding now will disappear and you will cry in this inhuman earth and no one will ever give a shit. Learn to walk alone because no one in this selfish world is ever going to bear the burdens for you, no one is going to hold your hands when you need it the most.  It is you and only you who have to make it through. Learn to drive your own cab, because if you don’t, others will drive and you have to go where it leads.

I'd rather walk alone and fall a thousand times, and still give a shot to walk rather than cry at being left alone. I will try to solve my problems myself. I will try to be so strong that nothing can ever disturb the peace of my mind. I will try to be the best me I can possibly be and I will just let the other things go for I believe that I have bigger issues to worry than why my friends didn’t call me for movies.

I will learn to walk alone simply because it will make me stronger. Neither will I feel left out when my friends don’t invite me in their birthdays, nor will I be hurt by phone calls they didn't make. I will learn to walk alone because I want to know the man standing in front of the mirror, better. I want to know his full strength, capacity, sagacity, persistence and discipline. This man looking right at me is the man who I should be proud of. I don’t want this man to cry in front of others begging their help and their pity on him.

No saints and Santa live in this world. This world is not that clean as it appears to. So, pals learn to be your own best friend. Rely on your own shoulders. Trust in your own instincts. For there is no one in this earth that wants you to be better, than you yourself.

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Why Nepal isn't USA

Nepal is not USA because we talk big, we think small. We have core i5 processors in computers but our thoughts are not even fast as Pentium 4. Nepal is not USA because we are lazy people. We open mouth and talk, blah blah blah. We talk, we talk way too much. Nepal is not USA because there is a monster deeply rooted in our minds that makes us sleep easy inside our comfort zones. Nepal is not USA because we still have enough patience and time to listen to the bullshit that political parties throw upon us. No matter how big we talk we are people living in fear. We live in fear of society, fear of oneself going against it, fear of being accepted. We pretend to see and listen but you know what we are? Blind and deaf. We act helpless even after knowing our land's being encroached upon. Nepal is not USA because we still have very narrow mind, fighting amongst ourselves just like dogs fight for a piece of bone.

And Nepal can't be USA because people here don’t want to make Nepal USA. We can set strikes in rainy days, in hot sun, in freezing cold. But we can't seal drainage leaked beneath our house. USA recycles waste, we can't even dump the waste. Education of USA produces able and efficient people, education of Nepal produces literate people. Nepal can't be USA because people never think of generating new ideas. Our technologies are still way back in 80's; we live in 80's and we are the latest version of Homo sapiens using xerox of smart phone that America created and China copied. The main fact is we still pretend to be alright. Our leaders are enjoying our tax for no work. We people have no complaints. Our kids will have no water to drink, still we are happy thinking we can afford to buy water from tanks when the government had to at least provide us with drinking water. KTM city is drowning in plastic and yet we are happy that we have many mushrooming malls. Our mountains are melting and we are happy buying India made Santros. Our syllabi are two hundred years old, still satisfied. People from other part of the world have conquered moon, we got no roads to Jumla. Stillcontent. When will we realize that all we are doing is setting a deadly time bomb for ourselves and the generation to come? 

The truth is we suck as countrymen and we suck as the new world human. Go on, flare more of bravery Bhakti Thapa showed in the Anglo Nepal war. Flare more of the "8848m". What else you've got upon your sleeves? Nothing. Too poor!!So screw nuts of brain right now..

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Human Psyche

Why do we cry? Why do we laugh? What is the thing that makes us so happy that we want to open the mouth, and produce a sound. What is the thing that makes us so sad that we express sadness by pouring salty liquid through eyes? Why are these emotions a part of everyone's life. Why do we dream at night and not lay silently in bed. Why do we fear? Why do we love or hate people? Why do we become angry? How are these emotions so deeply inserted in every organic living matter that distinguishes us from others.

Human psyche is amazing. We can't laugh again and again in the same joke but cry again and again in the same story. We all are amazing people. We are the only creatures in the universe that can actually hide emotions in some aspect. We act as if we are happy, we act as if we are enjoying someone's company. We act as if we love the ones we actually hate. We lie with tears, we lie with smiles. We are grand fat liars. We lie. We hide emotions and lie others. We tell the things that aren’t true and can't tell the things that are true. We are so different.

Technology has moved so fast in life of every homo sapiens. We have conquered the moon miles away and still don’t know who our neighbor is. Human psyche is so amazing. It can what it wants to. It can speak a thing and tell the other. It can slap you so hard and then make you rise up. It is damn mysterious.It can make you dance for no reason. It can make you cry for no reason. It tries to find hope when we are low, no matter whether it is by visiting temples or walking alone in balconies.

Now I am really too small just to talk about it and knowing it is perhaps beyond the realms of reality. But I do know one thing. It is really more than a mere complex network of neurons. And it is worth more. It is worth infinite times more than mere artificial intelligence. It is human emotion and damn it, it is the thing inserted inside every humans, the most creative organic material on the planet.

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